I want to be a cloud, soaring through everyones atmosphere. Where I can watch over everyone from such great heights. Where I can form into a bigger cloud, or even a smaller one. Live freely. You know? I'm Layla, and I like jammin' on my air guitar.
It was Jared's birthday, so Danielle, Rachel, and I drove up to Yucca Valley and saw all of our friends from "myspace". It was fucking hilarious. Not only that but it was simply amazing, I saw the most handsomest guy, but I don't need to name names.. The weather was unbelievable and you could see almost every star in the sky. It was so pretty, I was so thankful to be there with all my best friends to witness it all. Loved life.. TILL I GOT BACK. The second I got home everything changed. Friends and family treat each other so poorly. Ugh! =^.^=
We live on a planet full of cruel people, with cruel intentions. There isn't many people out there I consider a "friend".. To be honest, I have very few. I have way too much time on my hands, I always catch myself pondering about useless things which leads me to no good. I always seem to ask myself why me? Because it always seems like whatever I do, nothing is ever good enough. I've learned to let my past go, and to move on no matter how hard it may be. I'm not really as gloomy as i seem, I have lots of plus sides. I have serious anxiety and stress, but nothing I can't handle. I laugh at absolutely nothing, and I seem to embarrass myself alot. i have several different laughs and they all have something in common, annoying. I could care less about what anyone thinks about me. I have two dimples, but one usually stays hidden. You wont have to worry about me backstabbing you, I think I'm a pretty loyal friend. Im usually upfront and honest. I was born with ten holes in my heart, so I take it I'm still here for a reason. No one can ever take me seriously considering I'm always joking around. i've been told im too open, and comfortable with the things I say. Thats just me...
My biggest pet peeve is when people focus on the less important things. They choose useless things over friendship, or matter. If you would just stop for a minute and realize what you were actually doing, nine out of ten times you would probably change your mind and come to reality.
From morning till night, seven days a week, 365 days a year, I'm Layla.. for those of who didn't know. xoxo layschips
He licks my tears when I cry, He keeps me warm when I'm cold, he keeps me company when I'm lonely... His names Frank and he is the most loyalist organism on this planet. ♥
♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ I want to live where soul meets body And let the sun wrap its arms around me And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing And feel, feel what its like to be new
Cause in my head there's a greyhound station Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations So they may have a chance of finding a place where they're far more suited than here
And I cannot guess what we'll discover When we turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels But I know our filthy hands can wash one another's And not one speck will remain
And I do believe it's true That there are roads left in both of our shoes But if the silence takes you Then I hope it takes me too So brown eyes I hold you near Cause you're the only song I want to hear A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪
I wish saying goodbye was as easy as saying hello. You never know if you'll see that person again.. That goodbye could mean forever. In other words: Je souhaite dis au revoir était aussi facile que disant bonjour. Vous ne savez jamais si vous verrez cette personne encore.. Cela au revoir pourrait signifier à jamais (:
Lately I've felt like I am stuck in someone elses body. Strange eh? Its almost like I'm not me. I've been so quite and I've kept all my thoughts and feelings to my self. If only I had courage to let everyone know how I truly feel. Nothing bad.. Atleast I don't think. Negative thoughts should be permanently erased. Think about how great life would be if we all had the same thought about life.. Thats just my imagination speaking though.
Anyways, Its still pretty early in the day. I think I should try to finish my drivers ed, and my homework for next Thursday. Don't hesistate to leave a nice little comment, I promise I'll reply ♥
An apple a day keeps the doctor away, SO STAY HEALTHY! xoxo layschips
As of now I'm just finishing up some homework thats due Thursday. I'm a junior in high school and I'm still in algebra. I'm so silly >.< Once again I'm having waffles and eggs with a side of orange juice. I'm in a swell mood considering I'm going to meet Jason Blatter on Friday. YAY! It will also be Jared's birthday.. so Danielle and I are throwing him a little dinner in another town. I guess we will have a mini road trip. Glowbal Unity is Saturday which is a rave. I haven't been to a rave since Get Lucky, and that was in March. Hopefully I gather enough money. The only thing I'm worried about is my little/big pimple. It's just TOO embarrassing, and it wont go away. We will just have to wait and see if its gone... but remember looks aren't everything. No need for shady people.
Have a blessed day, never say never. xoxo layschips